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I haven't posted in a while. So - HELLO!

I always thought that my iPod and I are psychicly in tuned with each other... lets see how far its true.

HOW TO PLAY:
* Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle.
* Use the song title as the answer to the question (Press Fast Forward to get to the next song title quicker).
* NO CHEATING


1. How does the world see me?

Happiness - Orson

...And when the world don't feel like turning,
And the sun just wants to hide,
All the stars come out to remind me
Of the universe by my side.

All that happens is Happiness.
Happiness- when I'm with you.


2. Will I have a happy life?
Teen Love - Peter Bjorn and John

I’ll clear if it’s alright with you
Maybe I should go and see about you
Collect some love, if you don’t mind
Collect some love, if you want mine, oh

My heart; it grows
My heart, it grows, oh

...

I’ve fallen
I’ve fallen in
I’ve fallen in love with you

Carry home; the night is dark and alone
I think I’m done with all the peoples taking part
So move a little closer, if you don’t mind
And I leave a mark on your face, if you don’t mind, no
Oh, oh, oh...


3. What do my friends really think of me?
Come Together/Dear Prudence/Cry Baby Cry - the Beatles (from LOVE)


4. Do people secretly lust after me?
I Want to Hold Your Hand - the Beatles

Oh please say to me
You’ll let me be your man,
And please say to me,
You’ll let me hold your hand,
Now let me hold your hand,
I wanna hold your hand.
And when I touch you
I feel happy inside,
It’s such a feeling
That my love I can’t hide,
I can’t hide, I can’t hide."


5. How can I make myself happy?
Goodbye - the Sneaky Sound System

Hot and the temperatures rising, it's summer time vibing
You and me, yes please right now it's what I need
Freak when I saw you dancing
My beat your feeling all get down with the DJ
Happy days non stopping
Close your eyes and I promise I'll be watching
Try to guess which part I'm touching
Now it's your imagination rocking
Feel the breeze of my breath your sucking
Please tell me what you need
I'll bring it up to speed, the last thing I want is to get it wrong
Cause you turn me on

I don't want to say goodbye it's better, to stay
Tip toe body up, trying to escape...away



6. What should I do with my life?
Fly With You - Pete Murray

I pray to God that I can meet
Somebody like the girl that I've just seen
Someone that can stop me dead
Someone that will spin round
In my head all day
In my head all day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

That night I saw her again
Was the first time I touched her hand
She made me feel so warm
We talked all night
Till the dawn came our way



7. Will I ever have children?
What I Be - Michael Franti and Spearhead

If I could be the sun
I'd radiate like Africa and
Smile upon the world
Intergalactic love laughter and
If I were the rains, I'd wash away the whole world's pain and
Bring the gift of cool like ice cream trucks on sunny days and
If I was the earth I'd be like mountains bountiful
And if I were the sky so high, I'd be like wind invincible and
If I could be a seed, I would give birth to redwood trees and
If I were the trees, I'd generate the freshest air to breathe in




8. What is some good advice for me?
Lazy - Xpress2 featuring David Byrne

There's some folks they got money &
Some folks life is sweet
Some folks make decisions &
Some folks clean the street
Now, Imagine what it feels like
Imagine how it sounds
Imagine life is perfect and every thing works out

I'm wicked and I'm lazy (chorus)
Don't you want to save me

Lazy when I work
Lazy all the day
Screamin all you like but it only fades away
I'm lazy when I'm prayin
Lazy on the job
Gota lazy mind, a lazy eye, a lazy lazy bod

No tears are falling from my eyes (bridge)
I'm keepin all the pain inside
Now don't you want to live with me?
I'm lazy as a man can be





9. How will I be remembered?
Wires - Athlete

Running down corridors
Through automatic doors
Got to get to you
Got to see this through
I see hope is here in a plastic box
I've seen christmas lights reflect in your eyes

Down corridors
Through automatic doors
Got to get to you
Got to see this through
First night of your life
Curled up on your own
Looking at you now
You would never know





10. What is my signature dancing song?
Mas Que Nada - Sergio Mendes Featuring Black Eyed Peas

drop hot hot be my daily operation
got to put a right in this crazy occupation
gotta keep it movin' thats the motivation
gotta ride the waves and keep a tight relation
with my team keeping moving and doing it right
i've been in a lab every day til daylight
thats the way things move in this monkey business
we took a old samba song and remixed it





11. What do I think my current theme song is?
I Will Follow You Into the Dark -Death Cab for Cutie

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes...
Are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms





12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Karmacoma - Massive Attack


Don't want to be on top of your list
Monopoly and properly kissed
We overcome in sixty seconds
With the strength we have to together
But for now, emotional ties they stay severed
When there’s trust there’ll be treats
And when we funk we'll hear beats





13. What song will play at my funeral?
Animal Nitrate - Suede

Like his dad you know that he's had
Animal nitrate in mind
Oh in your council home he jumped on your bones
Now you're taking it time after time

Oh it turns you on, on, now he has gone
Oh what turns you on now your animal's gone?





14. What type of women/men do I like?
Starlight - Muse

Starlight
I will be chasing your starlight
Until the end of my life
I dont know if it’s worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to
Hold you in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the cells that would die just to feel alive

I’ll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away...





15. What is my day going to be like?
Ecstasy - Darude

16. Will I ever have love again?
Chop Me Up - Justin Timberlake Featuring Timbaland


Y'all can be the star in my spotlight
Studio 54 if we get the props right
All we need right now is a little bit, a little bit of act right
Y'all looking shy, but ya act like y'all don't hear me





17. What type of sex life do I have?
The Queen And I - Gym Class Heroes


'Cause baby girl's a queen
And a queen's a pawn with a bunch of fancy moves
And she's made me a fiend
I won't be withdrawed 'cause I got nothing to lose





18. What song would be the title of my own porno movie?
Dear Jamie... Sincerely Me - Hellogoodbye

19. What was high school like?
LDN - Lily Allen

Sun is in the sky oh why oh why ?
Would I wanna be anywhere else
Sun is in the sky oh why oh why ?
Would I wanna be anywhere else





20. What is the best thing about me?
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now





21.What do my colleagues think of me?
The Way - Jill Scott

We gonna have to connect some other time
As much as I like to shake my thang on the dance floor
I got another nasty, freaky just right way in mind
Tonight I'm gonna beat the high score


22. How is my life going?
Nine In The Afternoon - PANIC! At the Disco


Back to the street
Down to our feet
Losing the feeling of feeling unique
Do you know what I mean?

Back to the place, hey
Where we used to say
Man it feels good to feel this way
Now I know what I mean

Back to the street, back to the place,
Back to the room where it all began
Back to the street, back to the place,
Back to the room where it all began
'Cause it's nine in the afternoon



23.Will I get married?
The Special Two - Missy Higgins

And we will only need each other, we'll breathe together,
Our hands will not be taught to need another's,
When we're the special two.





24.What should I do with my love life?
Again - John Legend

This time you told me you saw me at the same hotel,
You said you knew me well, and I had a familiar smell,
You asked me how am I ever gonna learn to put my trust in you,
Like you want me to, 'cause I know what you're prone to do,
Accusations fly like bullets do, here it goes again, oh,
But you know me because you're doing it too,
The cycle never ends, never ends,

Oh, you're doing it again,
Yes, you're doing it again,
Oh, you're doing it again,
You said it would end but here it goes again, and again, and again





25.Where will I live?
I Like the Way You Move - Bodyrockers

I like the way you, put your hands up in the air,
I like the way you, shake your hair,
I like the way you, like to touch,
I like the way you, stare so much,
but most of all....
Yeah..
most of all....

* Does this mean that I will live in a club? LoL.



26.What will my dying words be?
Angel Eyes - Ella Fitzgerald

So drink up all you people
Order anything you see
Have fun you happy people
The laughs and the jokes on me

Pardon me but I got to run
The fact's uncommonly clear
Got to find who's now number one
And why my angel eyes ain't here
Oh, where is my angel eyes




27. When I meet a boy for the first time I say:
Keep Your Hands Off My Girl - Good Charlotte

You know the boy starts to hate,
The girls that came with him,
They like that's not the boy she dates,
They get the fighting and swearing,
And now the boyfriend is staring,
The disco ball on the ceiling,
Looks like the chain that I'm wearing,
But the music keeps playing,
I got brass knuckles hanging,
from my neck and my chain,





28.Will I ever get the career I want?
Dance Hall Drug - Boys Like Girls

And it's on tonight
This is the life that you wanted, right?
So turn off all the lights
Dressed up just like a movie star
At all the parties they'll know who you are
Wouldn't it be great, to be fashionably late?
So why don't you wait, till you're sedated

Gone were the days when I couldn't wait to start work, get away from boring homework and evil lecturers (ok, I exaggerate, I only had ONE evil lecturer my whole time in school/college/uni).

Being in the workforce for a 2 yrs straight now, I can't help but wish, constantly wishing, for the years when it was easy and thoughtless, no worries and no responsibility of my younger years. Nowadays, a day not contacted by work would be a blessing.

Tagged by Rach, this meme brings back so much memories of hopes and dreams, and how different it was back then, and how I've turned out...


Ambition #1: Air Stewardess

From a really young age, I've always wanted to and loved travelling. This, plus the fact that my dad worked in the hospitality line, in a hotel that is near the ex-airport, has influenced my first ever ambition. Fortunately for me, my job now is similar to that of a stewardess, bar the waitress of the air tag.


Ambition #2: Fashion Designer

Most people in Malaysia used to or still are in touch with at least one (family) tailor. My mum used to go to this tailor for the most time that she's lived in KL. With my new exposure to brands such as CK, Gap, etc (my dad just came back from the states) and also access to the tailor and fashion magazines, fashion started to fascinate me. I still harbour this ambition to this day, really... just waiting for my inner tailor to unleash herself!

Ambition #3: Environmentalist

For most part of my schooling life, I was a pretty 'Green' girl... big on recycling, using biodegrable products and putting all my savings into WWF funds, MNS funds, etc and going to nature camps. This was also one of the causes why I have not eaten Red Meat since I was 14.

Ambition #4: Zoologist
Then, it dawned on me... people need to specialise! Specialise to be special.. LoL.. And after viewing Gorillas in the Mist with Sigorney Weaver, I thought, what better way to spend the rest of my life than to live and nurture... TIGERS!


Unfortunately, none of these went very far due to the road block given to me by the Education Department, that eventually landed me to the job and industry that I am in now. Not that I'm complaining...

=)

Tagging: Ah Jack and whoever else who reads my journal.

I was never special enough to be asked back.

Why is it, the more good intentions I have on things, the more it will go wrong and bring me down in an awkward downward spiral?

Maybe I should just not be nice anymore.

HA. Bloody. HA

Of all the places in the world, Thailand reignited me with my love for the Beatles again by allowing me to watch their first film A Hard Day's Night. Well, Thailand and also the fact that I was reading an autobiography by Alistair Taylor called With The Beatles on the train on the way up from KL to Hay Yai. A great read, methinks, with lots of anecdotes on the Beatles before and after success.

So, in memory of the film and what was the Beatles, here are some of my finds from video heaven, You Tube. ENJOY!

Am really tired and extremely ready to go back to bed after a long 13 hr train ride, with a long 5 hr boat journey and 4 hour mini-bus (which really is just a van) trip back from Ko Phangan.

NOT COMPLAINING. Phangan must be one of the most beautiful places on earth, and I was lucky to be able to spend almost a week there. I would recommend non-party people to go there on non-Full Moon times, or to the northern parts of the island, or for party people to just get to the island anytime, as there are always parties going on. It is, quite known to be the party island.

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And I also spent too much time on the beach, and as a result of not putting sunscreen properly, I am burnt on some parts of my body. Not fun coz it hurts! Haha...







Looking so feral!!! Off to bed now!

For those who knows me really well, know that I am an avid user of LUSH products, even now, when the nearest country that has LUSH is a few hours away by plane.

Anyway, as a promo for Valentines Day, I got a newsletter that contained this (changes have been made to suit this entry):


I believe in candlelight, scented baths, cooking dinner for my lover and getting my own way with the judicious use of sensual massage.

I believe that I should take every opportunity to show our affection, not just once a year.

I believe that a fluffy toy is not a good way to demonstrate feelings to anyone over the age of nine.

I believe in chocolate truffles, pink champagne, perfume and red roses.

I do not believe in bunches of flowers purchased at the last minute from a petrol station.

I believe in love spells, romantic poems, sentimental songs and dancing cheek to cheek.

I also believe in longs weekends by the beach and on hilltops.

I believe that money can’t buy you love, but that this does not give you an excuse for being a skinflint and neglecting to buy a decent present for Valentines Day.

I believe in love.


Valentine's Day is coming around the corner. Hope you loved up ones are tucked into your relationships nice and snugly, and those who aren't... come celebrate our singleness with me!

I just got confirmed, after a 6 month stint in my current company.

I would like to say
HOORAY
...but I'm not too sure about it

I know that my boss and supervisor are happy with my performance and everything and they want to put an increment on my pay, but I don't know how much, nor do I know if they are being sincere (being sales people and all).

So congratulatory notes are to be postponed till everything is confirmed.

Thanks.

Can you tell me what is happening to me?

I think I'm slowly seeping back into depression.

Either that or for some reason, my PMS has totally gone into haywire mode. I never have PMS. Is that it then?

I have not been eating well. I have not been sleeping normally. Two things I enjoy doing the most.

People have commented on how much weight I've lost. But yet, I still think I've fat and ugly. So... if skinny is pretty, does that mean that I have to lose more?

I have the best girl friends anybody can ask for. Thanks.

But as I see it, that is the only thing that is keeping me going.

And a sister that is crying out for attention from me, that I can't seem to fulfill.

Job that sucks that pays like shit.
No Money.
Family that drives me away.
And repelling any guy that I like.

What am I doing wrong?

Tell me. I really want to know.

Sincerely,
Me.

Today marks the first significant step of saying goodbye to Australia...

I received my new passport.

No more reminisce of previous life in Perth.

If only memories are as easy to erase and life to start afresh.

Its about BLOODY timeI hear some of you say.

I started today with the Simpsons cloud, which picture, I will load up tomorrow.

Edit: This is the picture: