Le memorie di... - A letter to God.

Can you tell me what is happening to me?

I think I'm slowly seeping back into depression.

Either that or for some reason, my PMS has totally gone into haywire mode. I never have PMS. Is that it then?

I have not been eating well. I have not been sleeping normally. Two things I enjoy doing the most.

People have commented on how much weight I've lost. But yet, I still think I've fat and ugly. So... if skinny is pretty, does that mean that I have to lose more?

I have the best girl friends anybody can ask for. Thanks.

But as I see it, that is the only thing that is keeping me going.

And a sister that is crying out for attention from me, that I can't seem to fulfill.

Job that sucks that pays like shit.
No Money.
Family that drives me away.
And repelling any guy that I like.

What am I doing wrong?

Tell me. I really want to know.

Sincerely,
Me.